Wad interests me??
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
Went out do alot of things... after school meeting yl... time passed fast and scary....go hereen for lunch at sake, den hmv see cd, den watch the movie blade den go pool den go bugis eat dinner haiz the dinner "dai xin" haiz already 9 plus.. tis will be my last visit there nothing much there haiz... not like those traditional "dai xin" is sort of jap type ...yeah i am busy with things lol...at least got things to do...
but hai when going hm tat time dun feel like going hm so sianz... go hm see 4 walls and see bro in the rm haiz boring..... After i reached hm is totally damn sianz for me .....i thinking i should change my life....BUT HOW?? I DUNNO and think abt wad i can do ..... WAD I am GD AT I DUNNO sadz!!! :'( LIKE NOTHING I GD AT LOH... haiz.. miserable......:'( I think i really interested in IT but i think hai.. my mind is damn stupid SLOW and MGT is damn sucks for me....CAN SOMEONE TELL ME??!! i think can't loh ...ONLY i Myself can tell !!SEARCHING REALLY HARD!!!!!!! I REALLY MISS MY ITE LIFE & NOW MISS POLY LIFE!!! :'(
aj when can i learn my unicycle...huh?? i wanna to find new things to do leh... jio me out when u free loh hai... we and pat long time didn't go out 2gether liao...
haiz...last time my parents controlled my timing for reaching hm make me feel like i wanna freedom to go out late late to do many things.. but now i got a bit more freedom though..but still not happi !!! :'( seem like going out late also like tat, nothing much.. haiz.... juz got to see my beloved friends to chat and have fun!! Though i maybe quiet at times but got friends ard to acc....
but why i feel more sadz and miserable ...... sadzHL.......................... :'(
MEANINGLESS LIFE~~~~~~~~~!!!!
HOPING TO DO MORE MEANINGFUL THINGS and things tat interest me!!!!
WISH TAT TML WILL BE A BETTER DAY FOR ME!!!!
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