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i want my hp back!!
Monday, January 31, 2005


today met jac to go binding for our IS prj .... after tat we went walk walk at jurong east ... ard 2pm like tat i went back to clementi to have my hp repair ... but sian loh the guy said need to wait for 3 to 4 weeks b4 the hp can be returned to me... so he advised me to go panasonic building...

Then end up i went there myself... first time go there ....and dun really know where is it so juz take bus and go... lucky didn't alight the wrong stop loh.... but hai...i reached ard 2.45pm like tat ... den she told me my contact,sms,and data might be lost during the repair.....i heard liao sian half way loh..... :'( i wanna have my hp back...!!! i haben done my backup yet :(

Pray hard hard Pls dun lost any thingy!!!!!!

5:17 PM

28 and 29 jan of 2005
Saturday, January 29, 2005


Fri after sch i went to sentosa with jac and rachel... supposed to suntan but hmm the sun dun seem to be sunny...and we played beach volleyball too haha ...but i dun really know how to play juz anyhow hit the ball hahaha :) and we took many pics too... Amazingly there were 75 of dem if i remembered correctly...woohoo.. alot sia....

Den today(sat)very sian.. so wake up nothing to do den thought of watching elektra again coz didn't watch the beginning of the moive last fri and at the same time sms yewli asking if today got any program hahaha... *yeah* at least got!! den i went to meet her and sharon at bugis to walk walk ... den i bought a pants frm S & K den after that.. ard 9pm den we went hm le...

haiz still got shoes haben buy yet have to go searching again lo.... :P

10:43 PM

"To love is nothing.. To be loved is something.. To love and be loved is everything!"
Sunday, January 23, 2005


*Taken from somewhere i read*

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest?
It isn't love, it's LIKE.

You can't keep your eyes or hands off of them, am i right?
It isn't love, it's LUST.

Are you proud, and eager to show them off?
It isn't love, it's LUCK.

Do you want them because you know they're there?
It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.

Are you there because it's what everyone wants?
It isn't love, it's LOYALTY.

Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand?
It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.

Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt them?
It isn't love, it's PITY.

Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?
It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.

Do you pardon their faults because you care about them?
It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.

Do you tell them everyday they are the only one you think of?
It isn't love, it's a LIE.

Are you willing to give up all of your favourite things for their sake?
It isn't love, it's CHARITY.

Does your heart ache and break when they are sad?
Then it's LOVE.

Do you cry for their pain, even when they're strong?
Then it's LOVE.

Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
Then it's LOVE.

Do you stay because a blinding incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds youthere?
Then it's LOVE.

Do you accept their faults because they're a part of who they are?
Then it's LOVE.

Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regrets?
Then it's LOVE.

Would you allow them to leave you not because they want to but because they have to?
Then it's LOVE.

Would you give them your heart, your life, your death?
Then it's LOVE.

Now, if love is painful, and it tortures us so, why do
we love? Why is it all we search for in life? This
pain, this agony? This torture, this powerful death
of self? Why?
The answer is so simple cause it's LOVE! It is so
addictive that even people who are not having it
wish to experience and share it with.."

"To love is nothing. To be loved is something. To
love and be loved is everything!"

9:23 PM

no mood to write lol...since quite a few days didn't write juz write for fun so will be short cut....

Ytd went to meet yewli they all...i met wd first coz ... he say nothing to do and wanna shopping .. so meet him ard 3.30pm to walk walk.... den after tat meet yewli they all ard 5.30pm den sit down at the pacific cafe at city link to drink drink and tok tok.... den went marnia bay to eat .... after eating went back to marnia square to drink and tok cock at broadway ...

times seemed to pass so fast but not really meaningful.. haiz.. another year has come and chinese new year is ard the corner but dun really have the mood there yet ... maybe when the dates get nearer will have le ba.....
-_-?

1:13 PM

朋友仔
Wednesday, January 19, 2005


Twins - 朋友仔

最多握握手 一起散散步 你大量 你宽容 你是未来滨崎步
无论是为什么都好 首先最错我的态度
懊悔昨日那么嘈 然后在霎时之间想起我父母
我也不想记起 为当天衬衫似你 便心急妒忌
其实我 都很小器 对不起 只因常常在你附近 便拿着你出气
* 原来朋友仔感情再天真 亦是我永远也会爱惜的人
明日爱他人 也记住学会不要紧 原来朋友比恋人更高分
亦让我开始懂得不记恨 若大家 都敏感
我更要永远记得拒绝再因小事怪人 为何没有这条校训
再次握握手 只想你以后 有眼泪 放心流 冷淡令人很难受
无论日后路怎么走 彼此老友角色似旧
以后在动气关头 回望着这场争吵想想 也很丑
Repeat *
像望着自己的至亲 往往太奋勇斗嘴
以后再不懂事过人 如何共我恋人热吻

11:13 AM

Went out with aj and jz to jp
Saturday, January 15, 2005


A tiring day...didn't sleep well... ytd very late den sleep coz chat till quite late with lq.. today hoped to sleep more but kept receiving phone calls hmm i think abt 4 to 5 calls...First call is mine aj called me but nvm loh we tok awhile den i went back to sleep again..... but after a while ph kept ringing for 3 to 4 times .. end up i kept on waking up to pick up the ph which was not looking for me one... :'( den ard 1pm plus den woke up to eat lunch...

Ard 4.45pm, i went to meet aj and jz at jp to walk walk..but hmmm we didn't walk much also after dinner at the food court we went back to aj's house ard 7 plus... den we thought of things tat we can do .. hahaha den we started to sing ktv at her house.... hmmm since 3 to 4 years didn't go her house sing ktv liao.... hahaha and at the same time while we were singing i asked jz to make me a balloon doggie so tat i can bring hm and keep but hahaha it become a doggie with rabbit's ears hahaha...

Abt 9.30pm, we began to watch vcd a korean movie "Marrying the Marfia"... hmmm though the movie is only 2 hrs but we felt tat it took ages to finish like tat hahaha... coz we were thinking how come disc 1 still not yet finished..... the show not bad... some parts quite lame and funni *LOL*
( ^ V ^ ) after watching the vcd ard 11.30pm i went hm....

hahaha tis is the Doggie with rabbit's ears :P

11:50 AM

Life is Short
Friday, January 14, 2005


They say it takes a minute
to find a special person,
an hour to appreciate them.
a day to love them,
but then an entire life
to forget them.

10:50 PM

i juz got my hair cut... hmm seemed to look like a boi at the sides -_-''' It looks quite alright when she styled the hair for me but after shower when my hair dried i saw flying hair!!.... OMG seemed to be quite short leh ..... haiz.. nvm now i juz have to wait for it to grow longer ba......


8:40 PM

Orchard...Bugis...
Monday, January 10, 2005


hahaha Two weeks didn't go ktv liao... so let my throat rest more since i cough very long liao ..:P but not yet fully recovered... den today i went ktv do shouting again but FUN!! :p... den tis whole week is go orchard and bugis very frequently... hahaha.... den today i bought clothes again -_-''' i think i am going to kena scolding soon liao :P

o.k stop here liao go sleep hahahaha

1:43 AM

Shopping and walk walk day....
Saturday, January 08, 2005


today meet yewli they all for shopping... we went far east first....so many ppl there quite crowded... i think coz there having discount and cny coming soon ba.... hahaha i bought a blue color T-shirt frm I_INC... only have a small print at the top left corner.... hahaha walked so long only bought one thing .... nvm at least today came hm without empty-handed....den ard 6 plus we went to meet wd at taka for shopping after his ktv session ... den we acc him to buy presents and at the same time see see look look ourselves hahaha.... den we went heeren to shop... after getting the presents...we went to cinelesiure to walk walk and have our dinner at yoshinoya... wahahah i ate the new fish meal got cheese inside one hahaha...not bad....yummy yummy!! :P

After dinner, we went bugis to shop... but the time was ard 9pm like tat liao when we reached.. den shop until 10pm den went hm liao... haben finish walk walk lehz haiz... coz most of the shop closed liao too bad.... :(

11:53 PM

Damn forgetful!!
Friday, January 07, 2005


-_-''' today forgot to bring pencil box again... den no choice i got to borrow frm the gal sitting beside me ...if not i can't take down notes liao... hahahaha den i got to know one new friend liao... hmmm hahaha seem like when i always forget to bring things i will get to know new friends lol not bad leh..... den started toking with her den she say i dun look like singaporean ... i was a bit surprised and shocked... another person say i seem to be like a malaysian this is not the first time liao... haiz maybe coz of the way i tok ba -_-'''...hmmmm....

After lesson i met jac at library to print notes.... after tat i went hm to put notes den we went je 2gether to walk walk see see..... hmmm long time didn't go je liao ... and it seems to change quite a bit... quite a num of new shops there liao...

Den ard 5.30pm i left je for Bugis coz meeting yewli they all for a movie at shaw tower... den met yl to buy tickets first...den slowly yewli they all came ard 7pm..... haiz the seed of chucky dun seem to be nice as wad i thought and quite a lame show too... a bit disappointed loh though some parts are quite funny...

after movie we went to bugis junction to eat dinner.... hmmmm.... like tat whole day gone liao ..... but o.k loh now very tired liao... yeah tml meet yewli they all to go out again lol .... tml will be another outing day loh!! :)


11:59 AM

Sleepy sch day...
Thursday, January 06, 2005


ytd nite slept ard 3.30am :( coz i do my soci till very late... no mood to do and dunno how to do so end up 11pm like tat den start to do... haiz den today go school very tired.... all the teachers' talking seemed to be like casting a spell on me "Huiling sleep.... Huiling sleep.... " wahahahaha.......:p trying very hard to spilt open my eyes leh.....lucky i manage to open dem..... but now out of sch liao .. i no longer sleepy liao but juz tired now ......

wahahaha juz receive yewli sms ... she say tml going to watch chucky wahahaha tml got things to do liao....

hmmm tml after sch i can do wad ar??? hmmmmmmm


5:30 PM

Why have to make human beings???

Why human have to be born to tis world???

What brought dem here???

Do they got a choice of not coming???

why am i in this world???

Come to tis world to do wad???

Come to tis world for who???

Wad can i do here???

Wad will happen in future???

When will i know my future???

Wad thing i have to accomplish b4 leaving tis world???

WHY????WHEN????WAD????wahahahahahahahahahahaha......... damn sucks

~insaneHL

1:28 AM

Sunny day
Wednesday, January 05, 2005


After wind and rain there will be sun!!!Today damn sunny YEAH!!!!

Jia you!!! Jia you!! Jia you!! v( ^ v ^ )v

1:05 PM

Wad interests me??
Tuesday, January 04, 2005


Went out do alot of things... after school meeting yl... time passed fast and scary....go hereen for lunch at sake, den hmv see cd, den watch the movie blade den go pool den go bugis eat dinner haiz the dinner "dai xin" haiz already 9 plus.. tis will be my last visit there nothing much there haiz... not like those traditional "dai xin" is sort of jap type ...yeah i am busy with things lol...at least got things to do...

but hai when going hm tat time dun feel like going hm so sianz... go hm see 4 walls and see bro in the rm haiz boring..... After i reached hm is totally damn sianz for me .....i thinking i should change my life....BUT HOW?? I DUNNO and think abt wad i can do ..... WAD I am GD AT I DUNNO sadz!!! :'( LIKE NOTHING I GD AT LOH... haiz.. miserable......:'( I think i really interested in IT but i think hai.. my mind is damn stupid SLOW and MGT is damn sucks for me....CAN SOMEONE TELL ME??!! i think can't loh ...ONLY i Myself can tell !!SEARCHING REALLY HARD!!!!!!! I REALLY MISS MY ITE LIFE & NOW MISS POLY LIFE!!! :'(

aj when can i learn my unicycle...huh?? i wanna to find new things to do leh... jio me out when u free loh hai... we and pat long time didn't go out 2gether liao...

haiz...last time my parents controlled my timing for reaching hm make me feel like i wanna freedom to go out late late to do many things.. but now i got a bit more freedom though..but still not happi !!! :'( seem like going out late also like tat, nothing much.. haiz.... juz got to see my beloved friends to chat and have fun!! Though i maybe quiet at times but got friends ard to acc....

but why i feel more sadz and miserable ...... sadzHL.......................... :'(

MEANINGLESS LIFE~~~~~~~~~!!!!

HOPING TO DO MORE MEANINGFUL THINGS and things tat interest me!!!!

WISH TAT TML WILL BE A BETTER DAY FOR ME!!!!


11:30 PM

Irene's Chalet frm 31 dec 2004 to 2 Jan 2005
Sunday, January 02, 2005


Today juz came back frm Irene's Chalet... wahahaha.. now seems to be more sick after ytd hang over...forget to bring hm things too my medic and toothbrush all left in chalet wahahaha... no more medic for me too eat liao haiz... -_-''

2nd time got drunk but hahaha tis time not only me ... everybody in the chalet was drunk too.. coz we were playing heartattack and sabo one another so everyone got the chance to drink but hahaha we gals sabo the guys alot *LOL* wd got drunk first but tis time he didn't vomit end up is me and yl vomitted....but tis time i vomitted the most den my last class chalet and kept on knocking onto objects hit my head, my legs and my arms hahaha lucky all not serious and no bruises... hahaha and sharon they all scared that i will fall frm the stairs...

everyone got crazy after drinking.... wd and yl both act cute all behaving weirdly and yl kept say "Oink! Oink!" wahaha dunno why suddenly he called everyone tat....den yewli and yl kept laughing non-stop... wahahaha... i think the most awake one should be sharon though after tat she was sort of a bit drunk too coz she didn't acc me to go down when i feel like vomitting the third time... LOL

wahaha i think tis chalet is the most happening and fun one!! ( ^ v ^ )*LOL*

10:26 PM

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