Why???!!!
Sunday, September 12, 2004
Today wake up ard 8.30 am liao... haha only sleep/lay on bed abt 3 to 4 hours like tat only or could i say i whole nite couldn't sleep... bcoz keep "fan lai fu qu" on my bed. But den i dun *Give UP* i try very hard to sleep but failed...end up i 11am wake up liao.....
*What happened to ME!!* (o_O)'''
Haiz long time dun have tis feeling liao .... Brain keep thinking and thinking couldn't rest...... WHY!!! haiz........ But juz dunno why and i dunno wad i thinking also.... can't even recall.... tat's the funny part... maybe is me myself try not to recall or trying to blank my mind ba hahaha :p ...
At least today, i very "guai" i stay at hm wahahaha.... going out since the past few days .. until my daddy say me liao :p .... But not i dun wanna stay at hm, staying at hm is quite boring bcoz my heart is outside not at hm.... but now i feel like going outside also nothing to do too hahaha ..... Am i contradicting? wahahahaha....
Actually now i trying to make my life more meaningful by making myself busy with outings and activities..... Go out with friends.....i feel tat friends to me now play an impt part of my life.... i think i can't live without friends... friends is my moral support now... but sad to say i have very few friends and most of dem are busy with their own things....... haiz... :'(
Yeah!! i looking forward to learn unicycle which aj mentioned to me recently seems interesting.... but have to wait for another month b4 i can learn ba bcoz she was injured while learning it.....have to wait for her to recover b4 she can bring me there........ can't wait for the day to come to see how i progress in learning unicycle..... wahahaha.......
3:30 PM
