Miserable
Monday, September 27, 2004
Hai......Fan AH!!.... so sianz...why human have to think of so many things.........CAN brain stop thinking and rest.............!! Why human beings got so many things t0 think while animals or plants dun have.... if i could be water....water vapour.....cloud......atmosphere TAT'S BETTA MAN!! No change in feeling... No change in mood...... No need to fan too much and feeling down liao........ *HEADACHE*
MODE(TURN OFF!!) -_-
11:50 PM
Gone to Chalet
Sunday, September 26, 2004
ytd went to meet yewli, sharon and wd at tampines for walk walk and dinner first b4 going to the chalet ... after dinner we decided to buy some beer to chalet and drink while playing cards as a form of forfeit... tis time i didn't drink much ... i only drank abt 2 cans den stop liao.... don't really like the taste of beer especially the "baron"...... and the other one is "Carlsberg" haha dunno how to spell......but taste much more better den the "baron" one....
After playing..... wendy, audrey and kristy wanna go to the beach first b4 heading hm , den yl and me join dem go beach... The beach low tide haiz... wad a *Disappointment*........... staying for a while, we decided to go off liao... after apart with the gals.....b4 going back to the chalet, yl and me went to check wad time the bicycle rent shop open in the morning ... coz i tot maybe we could go cycle b4 we check out.... but haiz.. the shop didn't put wad time.... -_- After tat, we went back to chalet.... like no place to sleep den we decided to go hm liao .....
Reached hm ard 3.30am...... den dun feel like sleeping, at the same time waiting for hair to dry so online until 5am den sleep.... bcoz *tired* liao .... but -_-''' i only slept for 3 hours den hear my hp's sms rang liao.... haiz.. i think i didn't sleep well again if not i wont hear my hp rang loh -_- ...... tried to get back to sleep again but after a while my another friend sms me again.....and my mom and grandma toking very loud until i can't sleep liao ... end up "lai chuang" unil 1pm den wake up....
After i woke up.... my mom told me tat next week saturday my cousin is getting married liao and we have to go wedding dinner.... den my another cousin engage liao ... and he is only 26 tis year who is older than my bro by 1 or 2 year old only...... his gf is older than him too ... hmm now seem really common to get gf older than bf liao...... Haiz -_-'''.. how come tis year keep hearing ppl getting married?? and is like getting married very young loh haiz....... tis really make me wonder why sometimes?? and sort of like i 22 liao .. hahaha will i get married so early too or won't or won't even get married.... hmmmm.... a BIG question mark in my head hahaha.... But haiz.. does everyone has to go through the marriage stage in life??? maybe tis is another phase of life ba...... hmmmm.... i think dun think too much better :p ... let see how fate goes ba.............
是你的就是你的 不是你的也 不需强求 遂缘 吧。。。。。
2:17 PM
Moon cake Festival at ite dover
Friday, September 24, 2004
Today went back to ite dover to celebrate moon cake festival..... a sort of gathering for us students and teachers ba bcoz long time no see liao....... Time past very fast haiz...... i had already graduated frm ite dover for 3 years plus liao... and the surroundings there were mostly changed after some upgrading.
Today among our 8 sisters only tmy, zzy, yj, ssy and me go back only......jez, sharon and zzz can't make it so they didn't come.... Slowly, xin yong and chang huay came .... haiz our class only 7 ppl go back only.... den still can see some seniors and juniors .... some faces looked familiar but hahaha i dunno their names :p... Some of the teachers didn't change much but some look older liao...
After dinner, hahaha each and every one of us were given a lantern... long time didn't hold lantern liao since i graduated frm pri sch..... it seemed like going back to our childhood days where we were holding lanterns during moon cake festival.....den we walked one round at the running track of dover....Den went back to the foyer to play fireworks.... haha tis week played twice liao..... but tis time i didn't play so much like ytd coz.. the smoke were making me coughing like mad... *yeah* today i won a lucky draw too hahaha....
After the lucky draw....the celebration end ard 9 pm plus.... den we left the sch for supper outside at a nearby coffee shop bcoz didn't eat much at sch juz now ..... den sat there tok tok until 11 plus ... today very happi bcoz keeping suaning chang huay... and keep laughing and laughing... haha i think chang huay would think twice next time when we called him to come out ... always kana suan by us.... *lolz*
I think tis will be my first and last gathering in ite dover liao ... coz Mr Lim is going to leave sch after his contract is over... so won't be going back to dover.... unless i have too liao ba....
11:39 PM
Chinese Garden outing turned out to be...??!!
Thursday, September 23, 2004
Long time.... aj,pat and me didn't meet to go out liao... bcoz they are busy... Den today pat organised an outing to Chinese Garden.... And both their bf were going too.... so feel tat tis outing was special bcoz usually i only go out with aj and jz only...... never go out in such a big grp b4... But things turned out bad........
When we reached there.....pat and jl were at another entrance.....while aj,jz and me were at the other entrance near the chinese garden mrt....... haiz... so we decided not to go in liao coz the queue was very long at the ticket booth and we were at different direction too....seeing so many ppl going in.... it should be very crowded and see no point to go in coz difficult to take pic also..... Den pat was angry with us tat we put her "aeroplane"...... haiz ... both aj and me felt guilty :(.....
After tat, aj,jz and me decided to go west coast park instead....den we went back to jz's house at bb to take car .... he brought along his unicycle and fireworks so tat we could play at the park.... hahaha ....we took pics too now i am uploading it to web :). .. Wow jz was quite steady when cycling the unicycle.... and aj quite o.k also but not really tat steady yet bcoz beginner.... When it was my turn to try haiz.... the unicycle too high liao .. and cannot adjust... my leg juz touched the pedal but can't pedal -_-'''.......too bad den i can't cycle i could juz sit there with their support without moving hahaha...... juz have a feel to sit on the unicycle :p... nvm loh next time still can go sp try it out when i start learning...... *yeah*
11:30 PM
I met sharon first at ard 4pm.... acc her to do survey first go marina, den suntec and last stop is at millenia... in btw survey we also go shop shop for awhile and eat ice - cream too hahaha ....
Den after tat, sharon and me went to shaw to buy tickets first....slowly yewli and yl came.... haiz the movie "The GHOST" dun seem very nice as expected..as usual after movie we go eat dinner... haha tis time is mos buger.......den sit there tok tok till 11pm++.... after tat we went hm..
While i was waiting for my bus in clementi... i was standing first in the queue..... beside me there were two aunties, den not long after a blind man came to join in the queue for waiting bus .... the first auntie came out of the queue den go stand at the back of the blind man.... i dunno why she did tat... maybe she dun wanna help him up the bus ba.....haiz why ar??
after tat he say can tell him when the bus is here.... hmmm... i expected the second auntie beside him to answer him... but the auntie dun wanna answer him .... i dun understood why the second aunite dun wanna answer him.... hmmm... haiz why ar??
.... den i told him when the bus is here i will inform him.... after a while he was toking to himself... the second auntie seems scared den she walked out of the queue too...... i dun understood why the two aunties dun wanna help him up the bus and juz walk out of the queue like tat -_-.....
Actually i began to scare liao ... coz he was toking to himself and i dun know wad he toking.... i was a bit stressed up -_-'''...... but i still remain in the queue coz i think i should help him.... den after tat when the bus came....... i helped him up the bus.....hmm...today my first experience in helping a blind ppl up the bus.....
1:39 AM
Lousy Website!
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
Ai yo!! Recently only sleep for 4 to 5 hrs or no sleep like tat......panda's eyes (@_@) soon liao :(.... hmmm...... Today purposely woke up ard 6.45am to help my dad booked badminton court..... at least today is better than last week, the website is able to load and login.... Last week is totally sian half way the web completely can't even load sia -_- haiz....... but as usual the website is very slow.... Although slow, i still hoped tat it will show me some available slots.... But end up keep giving me ERROR!!! *SIANZ* -_- ......Refresh so many times liao still cannot...fed up with tat stupid website.... WHY always like tat one !!! Try to many weeks liao only successful once -_-'''...... At last, the website no error liao but :'( left only two useless slots.... book liao also no used coz my dad wanna book 2hrs continuously one haiz.... Woke up so early and end up didn't book any slots *SIANZ* one loh..... haiz better than nothing .. i juz booked the slots anyway no need to make payment online first ..... juz booked i also happi wahahaha :p.......
5:29 PM
Drank a lot...
Monday, September 20, 2004
Juz woke up ard 11.50am....haiz.. like didn't sleep well again last nite although a bit tired -_- .... juz lay on the bed but couldn't sleep..........so *lai chuang* until now den wake up hmmm...... maybe last nite drank too much or brain kept thinking until can't sleep and stomach not feeling well too -_-....... den now wake up see got things to do a not....... like nothing to do den came in here to write.....now listening to my new fav song 依然是朋友 and singing it hahaha....
ytd went to meet yewli,yl and sharon for K...... very *qiao* the guys also went to K too but different time slot at the same location so yl joined dem first.... den after he finished with the guys he joined us for a second round of K ....hmmm thinking why we didn't join the ktv 2gether....... after K sharon didn't join us for dinner den only left the 3 of us ..... we went to cafe cartel to eat some snacks becoz not really hungry...... hahaha end up mostly is yewli and me eat ......the yl wanna be 仙 or monk only 吃 "shu" ate only a few piece of vegie and french fries -_-'''....
After eating we decided to go boat quay for a drink........but still too early hahaha den we walk walk at PS for a while first... but haiz but PS dun really have things to see.....After our last stop at World of sport we went to boat quay to drink liao ....... hahaha tis time we go to another pub the alcohol is at least better than the one we drank at our last vist not long a ago.... Tis time round we ordered four jugs of alcohol but seem like very dilute with the ice in it ... drink liao no effect like tat hahaha :p..... den we sat there and tok until 10 pm after tat we decide to go hm bcoz yewli is working tml......
At first we decided to go hm.....but thinking tat it's still early and tot of wanted to get drunk...... yl and me decided to go drink second round.... we went to 7 eleven to buy 4 bottle of alcohol.....den went to "Durian" again ...wow hahaha tis mth go the second time liao....... den sat there tok tok .........yl drank 3 bottle liao but still not drunk .... only head heavy... for me hahaha of coz not drunk yet 1 bottle how to get drunk rite!!! and i drank so slowly NO EFFECT ONE hahaha..... :p
After toking till midnite....we decided to go hm liao.... sg too small dunno can do wad at tis late hour haiz -_- ......
12:05 PM
Go out and have fun......
Friday, September 17, 2004
i woke up ard 7.45am....Den prepared myself for sch....By 8.35am I stepped out of house liao, at first i was so happy tat i wouldn't be late for IBM lect for the first time......i reached sch at 9am sharp... but haiz... i was considered LATE again!! -_-''' Sianz... I totally forgot tat frm tis week onwards IBM lec starts at 8.45am liao *OMG*....... haha anyway get used of being late liao wahaha... :P
YEAH!! today IBM no homework hahaha..... Den started to watch anime (Naruto series 101).... ..... wahaha tis series not bad... very funny... good for laughing....Naruto and his gang's were trying to find out Kakashi sensei's true face...... his face is always behind a mask..... hahaha den a lot of fun things happened in btw when trying all sort of ways to reveal his face but failed to do so.... end up Kakashi sensei knew tat they were interested in seeing.......so he took off the mask himeself to show dem but Unbelievable behind the mask was not his face there was another mask *PENGZ* .....wahaha mind as well dun take off loh .....
After so many days of being "guai" hahaha.... today i went out with yewli, sharon, yl, irene, catherine and vincent for a movie "Dodgeball"....B4 movie, i met yewli to walk walk at Bugis junction first..... while walking i kicked onto a boardstand of a restaurant at level 1.. at first i tot it didn't drop den suddenly i heard *BANG!*..... Oh no!! the boardstand dropped -_-.... i tot maybe nothing serious had happened so I kept on walking........den yewli told me the boardstand hit onto someone and everybody looking at me..... ai yo so "pai seh" -_-"' ..... and haiz the person being hit dunno how liao..........
After walk walk at bugis.....yewli and i went to shaw to buy tickets first.....hahaha so "qiao" we saw charlene and her bf at shaw and watching the same movie too...... den slowly sharon, irene and catherine joined in..... we went in first without waiting for yl and vincent bcoz they were late....den i became the usher for the cinema today hahaha ..... leading yl and vincent to their seats one by one *LOL*........ After moive, we went for our dinner ..... den slowly catherine's bf came...... chat chat for a while den we went hm.... haha looking at the watch .... the time still early haiz...........go hm also dunno do wad sianz.........but everybody go hm den go hm loh wahahaha....
hmmm now throat a bit itchy after eating so much heaty food juz now wahahaha :p
11:55 PM
MaKe a New Friend ...
Thursday, September 16, 2004
wow so many days i didn't write liao... Starting now.....
Haiz! studying for my soci test recently so didn't write.Luckily the test is not counted into the final exam if not sure jia lart loh...Although i got study but i still dunno how to write *sad* sia :(
But today seem not bad... i made a new friend during soci test. i forgot to bring my foolscap den bo bian have to borrow frm ppl liao hahaha :p.... Den i borrow frm the gal(shirely) beside me...i started to intro myself first... den we began toking and exchanging numbers... and i also found out tat she is frm the same course as me too..... wahahaha next time during soci lect i won't be alone liao *yeah*....
when i reached hm, i switched on my pc to listen to the new album of Cai Chun Jia... and did some soci homework....after doing, nothin to do liao den tot of putting some new songs into my mp3 coz i very very long didn't change liao listen to the old song until sianz.........i format my mp3 memory... den began to select the new songs i wanna..... but hmmm.... i came to realise tat i still put back a lot of old songs.. and only less than 10 new songs were added in -_-''' seem like didn't make much different ..............Nvm at least i put some new songs in...... wahahaha.........
Yeah!! i can start to read my new cleo magazine liao....... ;)
11:47 PM
Another day i stay at hm.....
Monday, September 13, 2004
Today is my grandma's 91 st chinese birthday,wow not long ago juz 90 only....now 91 liao time past really fast sia.....she made "Hong Ji Dan" for us to eat every year...
hahaha den everytime i will play with the red coloring tat was being left over by drawing some chinese symbol like "Ba Gua" on my palm....den can pretend like those chinese vampire catchers biting the fingers and den used their blood to write "FU".... wahaha so old liao still very so childish :P
erm by rite today my plan is to stay at hm to read my sociology... but end up surfing net for almost the whole day -_- ... den begin my reading frm 6.30pm onwards... ai yo CANNOT like tat one....wasting time.......Anyway reading is very *SIANZ* one .... BUT i told myself today must finish reading one chapter but hor still haben leh haiz......*SLOW MAN!* i really must buck up!!
2:29 AM
Why???!!!
Sunday, September 12, 2004
Today wake up ard 8.30 am liao... haha only sleep/lay on bed abt 3 to 4 hours like tat only or could i say i whole nite couldn't sleep... bcoz keep "fan lai fu qu" on my bed. But den i dun *Give UP* i try very hard to sleep but failed...end up i 11am wake up liao.....
*What happened to ME!!* (o_O)'''
Haiz long time dun have tis feeling liao .... Brain keep thinking and thinking couldn't rest...... WHY!!! haiz........ But juz dunno why and i dunno wad i thinking also.... can't even recall.... tat's the funny part... maybe is me myself try not to recall or trying to blank my mind ba hahaha :p ...
At least today, i very "guai" i stay at hm wahahaha.... going out since the past few days .. until my daddy say me liao :p .... But not i dun wanna stay at hm, staying at hm is quite boring bcoz my heart is outside not at hm.... but now i feel like going outside also nothing to do too hahaha ..... Am i contradicting? wahahahaha....
Actually now i trying to make my life more meaningful by making myself busy with outings and activities..... Go out with friends.....i feel tat friends to me now play an impt part of my life.... i think i can't live without friends... friends is my moral support now... but sad to say i have very few friends and most of dem are busy with their own things....... haiz... :'(
Yeah!! i looking forward to learn unicycle which aj mentioned to me recently seems interesting.... but have to wait for another month b4 i can learn ba bcoz she was injured while learning it.....have to wait for her to recover b4 she can bring me there........ can't wait for the day to come to see how i progress in learning unicycle..... wahahaha.......
3:30 PM
Outing Time
Saturday, September 11, 2004
Very bo liao i tot i will stay at hm on Saturday...i was listening to Fish Leong new songs when suddenly i was added to a msn chat. Yeah *OUTING TIME* wahaha.... Going out with the guyz and yl's buddy(dz) for movie called "Man on fire"....wow tis movie is quite long 2 hr ++ but quite nice and touching ... Quite a GD show to watch.....
After movie, we went for supper our first location was going to the ECP the Food village there to eat... but when we reached there almost all the stalls were closed ...So yl suggested Geylang to eat ....
haha Geylang again... since my prom nite, tis was the second time, I go there to eat.Tis time geylang looked more crowded maybe because it was a Saturday nite ba... and Geylang is called the red light district so mostly i saw was guys and some prostitutes when walking down the streets to find our supper stall. And still got other ppl tat went there for supper too lah............ :p
Hmmm... first time eating beef hor fan it tastes not bad.........After eating .... yl send us hm one by one........Wahahaha tis is the second time i go out so late den reach hm..... NOt bad sia... Can see the nite life of geylang...
3:56 AM
Wat a Day............
Friday, September 10, 2004
Wake up around 12.30pm. Haha actually woke up ard 8am by my family... den "lai Chuang" till 12 plus den wake up.... hahaha i "LAZY DOG" sia........ hmmmm........ not a sunny day today .........*BOring* Today will be a boring day for me no activities to do ..... i will be staying at hm to rot and grow spider's web... den hahaha........i can be spiderwoman liao .......yeah!! *LOL*
hahaha now listening to Dianel Zhang Feng Qi's songs... Overall his tis album not bad........i like his song "SI MIAO" very much. It's nice.
haiz.. i think later i have to go to the spec shop to repair my spec...*SIANZ* my spec dunno why spoil loose loose liao ............the screw came off and can't screw back..............-_-'''. If can't repair how .... should i make a new one ???!!!
Yeah!! my spec back to normal liao so happy now wearing it .... and can see clearly..... hahaha... :P
5:30 PM
